way to early

I hate mornings like this. Its WAY to early to be up but here I am. My FIL is here and that always means Gabe is up EXTREMELY early therfore so is pretty much everyone else in the house. My FIL doesnt sleep much and Gabe doesnt really either. I generally spend most of the nights awake while hes here since he gets out of bed alot then when Gabe wakes up they talk and I cant hear him but Gabes whisper is more of a tone of a regular persons inside voice. I have always woken up to the to ANY sound from ANY of my kids so when i hear him I wake up. Today is also a special day and my brain is focused on this cake. Im very excited to be doing it. I enjoy these cakes hence why i continue doing them since I started this tradtion a few years ago. This in fact will actually be Ashlynns first one since last year she wanted cupcakes for her fairy princess party. Im worried not alot of people will show up but I know some of her cousins shes never really met will be here so it will be good for all of them to get to play and work on getting to know eachother. Im a bit nervous since Kory's aunt Penny and Uncle Jack will be here and they are the cake makers of the family. Makes me nervous that they might be criticing my cake but at the same time I welcome the feedback. I know this family isnt to keen on fondant but hey its what i want to do and you can pull it off if you dont want to eat it. Im still waiting for my husband to make the cake so I can get started on it which is a bit frustrating but im not complaining to him because hes being kind enough to bake it for me. For some reason im not very good at the baking part. Yeah I know thats weird. So im sitting here writing and listening to my music, my Kier just got up and I can hear Gabe talking to papa and I think Kory went back to bed. Oh well, maybe I will start working on everything else for the day.

Im stuck in a weird spot today. I feel kinda out of it and blah but im excited to see the family yet im a bit...... hmmmm not really sure. Yesterday afternoon I was so scattered I literally FORGOT where I parked and it took me almost ten minutes and a phone call to Kory to get my bearings and find my van. Then driving home I was out of sorts and turned around. BUT at least I didnt turn up the wrong way on the one way street like I did last week. It was funny but scarry to. Hopefully this fog I got in my brain will clear because it doesnt feel very good. My hubby did get up and has made his way to the kitchen to start on my cakes YAY!!!! I dont want to get up off the couch now that im comfy n warm not to mention the tiny ball of fur that is snuggled down in between my thigh and the couch. Shes so sweet and she sleeps all night curled up touching me. I LOVE IT!!!! Helps me when i wake up at night, She cuddles so much more than buddy ever has and she dont incesantly lick you. Well all my loves I am off to cake land. I really hope this one turns out good. Im trying a BUNCH of new things I have never done before. This will be a learning experience and fun. Maybe someday I can do this for a living when my babies are all in school and Im bored. lol  Something to get me by while we work our way towards our dream of owning a ranch.

HAVE A GREAT DAY!!!!!