Im feeling kinda blah tonight but with an emotional twist if thats possible. Its the time of month when i switch aroundmy hormone meds so im all weirded out to begin with then you add my baby girl's b-day and family visiting in there and you got one crazy ass bitch. Ok so thats a nromal thing any way well at least today i got an excuse..... well.... maybe. Anyway, my little girl did in the end hhhhhhave a GREAT FRICKIN DAY!!!! Yes nanelle that ones for you :) for those of you lost by that go youtube Jeff Dunham with peanut and jose jalepeno then you'll understand for those that know LAUGH ALREADY!!!!
so as im sure you have learned my coping mechinism for stress and emtional instability is sarcasm. WHOOPIE!!!! So its a happt day right I should be smiling and enjoying it well yes I did but now that its at the end I am letting the real feelings surface. The fact of the matter is her gramma has been in Kentucky since thursday and just came here today and then was gone after 3 hours. Her papa will be here for her party next week which will make her very happy. We heard from her Auntie T and Uncle B and her cousins Genoah, Rylan, and Derby, Miss Nanelle called and Gramma Judy and Grampa Kerry skyped and just before bed Papa called. Ok so yes people did call. Just for a minute im going to jump on the bitch wagon. her grampa Gary, Uncle Eric, Uncle Micheal and Aunt Sophy, or ANY of those we THOUGHT were close in AZ even texted. Family NO EXCUSE and the only one i give no wiggle room to in AZ is Angela. I really should have known by now but it still hurts. Yup she starts dating then marries the guy and they start making other friends that dont have small sick children and boom im shit on a stick. Well guess what I got something for her. now im hoping i get this right cuz this one comes from the GREAT MEL.
Hey Angela - GO PISS UP A SLACK ROPE AND SUCK ON THE WET END!!!!
amazingly I feel better even though she isnt part of this blog and will never read it and wouldnt possibly have time to return a call so i could say it directly to her but hey its been said and im gonna be selfish on this one and say I DID IT FOR ME!!!
so im gonna end on a little conclusion
True friends offer you a hand to hold to get to the next step a fake friend will grab your hand n throw you down on the ground to use you as a stepping stone to get themself up above you then leave you there with no towel to clean off the mud.
I know who my real friends are and I can count them on one hand. I like it that way. Yes I am a loyal TRUE friend to even those that step on me but only THOSE closest to me would I take a bullet for.
"find out who your friends are, some bodys gonna drop everything, run out and crank up their car, hit the gas get there fast never stop to think whats in it for me, or thats way to far, just show on up with a big old heart, find out who your friends are"
~by George....I think you got it! LOL
ReplyDeleteI'm glad that made you feel better. It always puts a visual in my head that makes me chuckle after the immediate anger passes...lol.
I've had similar circumstances here, so I can relate to your feelings on all accounts.
I'd say....consider yourself lucky because those arseholes that turn their back on you, don't deserve the honour of your precious, irretrievable time!
They are oxygen thieves in your life. Let them go, good riddance.
Love ya hun......you done good :O) xxoo
Im at a loss for a Jeffffaaaa Dun-Haaaammmm comment! I love you though!
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